[10/2/23]
Just making this to test if I can make journal entries or not. Test
[10/6/23]
The body has been sick the last few days, and I find it insane that we still had to go to school even though we were coughing up a storm. And we had so much work to do when we returned, all we did was work the entire day and still weren't caught up. I don't like how much grades are prioritized over health in school, seeing as we are still slightly sick today, and have to play at a football game in the band. Aren't we going to get others sick?
There is one artist on Tumblr (I'll have to link them soon, their work is very cute) that draws their own interpretation of the Dork Squad and I identify highly with their Scarecrow. He's flexible and odd, and has a huge penchant for Halloween, we are basically the same person (However literal you want to take that, haha.) But I'm not too sure if it's... "ethical" to identify so close with someone else's, especially an artists, creation. It would be fine if it were straight from DC, but this is a single artist on Tumblr. I feel guilty, but they said it was fine to tag their posts as "kin" or "source", so... I guess it's fine.
[10/17/23]
Human memory is so annoying. I know last night we had a very vivid dream, but I can barely remember it. I just know that it had Bastion/Em's crush from last year, which is problematic at best. I don't understand why the body holds this boy so dear, he is blunt and uncaring. Sure, he is slightly funny, but that's about his only appealing trait. Curse those ugly romantic feelings, I am glad I don't have any. Actually, I think it's because my actual age doesn't match the body age, and it would be wildly inappropriate for me to be attracted to any of these annoying teenagers. Having an age that doesn't match the body is very weird actually. I'm as old as the bodies parents, but the body is only just about to become an adult. I'm just sad I don't actually remember anything from the 90s or 2000s because I don't have any psuedo-memories other than "old body trauma"? I'm not sure what to call it, since it's not actual trauma, but I remember it semi-vividly, and it wasn't good.
[10/27/23]
I'm very excited for Halloween. Em or Bastion are probably going to post it on their Tumblr or websites, but we are being Riddler for Halloween. We put a lot of work into the costume, and I think it looks great, even though I have a personal distaste for him. And, we painted a store bought cane cute colors and our IRL parents don't know this, but we actually would like a mobility aid like a cane for pain we sometimes get in the knees or hips. It's not enough to need it all the time, but it will randomly happen and it makes it very hard to walk. Maybe we can figure out a way to be able to bring it around with us for the pain- but for now, it is just for the costume.
[3/18/24]
Oops, forgot to write for... a few months. No biggie, right? Anywho. This is the first time I've fronted for a good amount of time in a very long time. I've seperated pretty far from my source. I'm basically my own person. Just a halloween enthusiast. It's nice. The host has hyper fixated on Homestuck, and now there are a ton new alters in the system. Mostly rowdy or brooding teenagers. The host joined a discord server filled with other Homestuck enjoyers, and I must say, I'm feeling like I'm missing out. Actually, I feel like I've missed out on a lot of social opportunities, given the fact I just... don't talk much with others. Especially on social media, where most of the system is very social. I just feel out of place. It's a shame, but I hope I can be more social. I feel like it's important for me to connect with a younger generation, even if the body is in that younger generation itself.
[3/27/24]
Wow, the old band is coming back together. Em's come back up to front after... a few months, and he's very confused by all of the new Homestuck stuff- fair enough, me too. He's also much more detirmined to finally make his hub a functioning website to drabble in, which I think would be great for him. We use these websites a bit like journals, even though we have physical journals. It's nice to just type OUR ideas into one website, all for our customization. I already know my website is the most put together out of all of the kids, which is to be expected. I'm an old fart, I like my nice little blog. I'll go ahead and end this entry so he can get to work. Rooting for you, kid!